How did you as a human being change while growing up?

We moved to hyderabad anyway. I hated the thought of it but it wasn’t so bad after 3 months, i even thought that it was better than chennai. My eighth grade was cool, best grade in my life so far. I will never forget my 8th grade. By this time i understood that liking pink didn’t make you girly and liking black didn’t make you cool. My fav colour was navy blue back then.

I have friends, not that many, not too few. I don’t speak much that often but when i get close with you, I will never shut up. My laugh is still the same… I laugh so ridiculously that it makes others laugh. Some people make fun of it, but it’s something that makes people laugh and i don’t mind.

No one really mentions how hard preteen years are tbh. It’s always hard when you are a teen. But then I moved again, this time from andhra to tamil nadu. I made friends there. Even had a crush lmao. Didn’t last long tho. It was just meh. This was the time which kinda shaped how i am right now. I discovered new music and how I loved it once more. I sang more, i found bts.

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That’s what I remember. Like if my present self met younger me,

When I was 8 i moved from the us to india. It was… Well i didn’t care much back then but it was a turning point in my life.

Nara what was wrong with you.

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How did I change??

From age 1 - 5

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I got caught and it wasn’t pretty so that was that. I still thought being a tomboy was cool. I got glasses and i looked like an abomination but then i was cute at times. This is when my parents started to realise that their child was a fire cracker waiting to burst. I don’t mean in a good way lol. If anyone gets on my nerves, despite tem being older or younger than me, i started getting irritating and I remember this one one time I screamed at my friends father cus… Well i don’t remember why but then i just did.

I was still as weird as ever, I lied a lot when I was this age (6) .

10 - 13

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My parents didn’t know how their daughter would turn out to be, that was my baby era. My mom used to say that I would eat nothing and say things that made her laugh. Like for example “dad when you grow up, i’ll buy you a moustache.” Or “Mummy.. If i eat icecream, will my poo be cold?” I can honestly see myself saying that. She also used to say that I used to sing songs when i was three or two, without stuttering. I am honestly quite impressed cus i love music. I also used to wake up my mom in the middle of the night and force her to make me a dosa, cus I get hungry. She also says i used to laugh in my sleep. Yeah… I don’t even know-

From age 6 - 10

I guess you could say that I am the same but now I am just more mature and introverted. I also have a better view on life now. I don’t think of dying anymore, I used to be like “i wanna die” whenever i was even just a tad bit teary. I don’t wanna die anymore. I want to live. I was stupid back then-

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Well if you talk about my personlity and my emotional strong-ness, I changed. Because I don’t really care much about anything, not in a cool sort of way but then it’s the truth, i just leave things. When I was little and I cried, I used to cry for hours without stopping until i had someone to talk to. Now, I cry for max 10 minutes, think about it, suck it up and distract myself. Idk why I do this.

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Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support. I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized. he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that. he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened. he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence. i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction. after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly. things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it. we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe … our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far? this has upset me so much its hard to even function.

When i was in kindergarden there was this really pretty girl who did really well in her studies as well and i was envious of her ( i was five gimme a break ) Cus the teachers loved her as well. Gosh this is so random. Lmao. But yes. And i was also one of those idiots who say they hate pink cus it’s girly. Please-

I was… Wow, i can’t even remember how i was. I was an asshole tho.

Well i don’t want my dad to have a moustache anymore cus he looks awful with it, I still say some really stupid shit, I still have anger issues and i get annoyed easily, I’m still hungy all the time and I still love music.

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present me would be so annoyed-

I found qoura (yeah-) , i did all that in my quarantine. I pretty much had many meltdowns as well cus i started spending a lot of time alone. And also just being me when i’m with my friends. My parents were kinda shocked about the change. By my 12th birthday it was decided that we would move to hyderabad. I was devistated cus just as i thought that my life was getting a bit better, just as i was making friends and everything was lovely… we had to move again.

N A R A is gone, whoosh 🪄

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And i shouldn’t have went home that day because oh my god, i got the scolding of a lifetime. My behaviour was just ew in the eyes of my parents. They gave me lessons about it many times.

ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤ younger… I changed. A lot.

I am not that insecure anymore. About my skin colour or body type or anything. I don’t mind. My voice is very deep now, even though i am a girl. Oh and I sleep a lot now. I still get hungry all the time… That never changed.

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I learn’t how to cycle, crashed into a car, a person, fell down, cried, yeah… Well it was worth it. I didn’t ever look back after that. That was my 6 - 10. It was just my parents figuring out what i even was. I was always enthusiastic about going out and exploring things and meeting people. I got hurt a lot as a child. I was clumsy.

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I knew nothing and I was just there-

I think I honestly changed a lot to be honest. I don’t like going out that much anymore, i don’t talk to a lot of people anymore, my fav colour is grey and I am not girly or a tomboy… It depends on my mood.